I admit \Tony, that when I mentioned her anger I was thinking mainly of something I read about her notations in books of people she did not agree with, eg "Bastard! Evil! Liar " etc. Intellectual anger. Your postpartum metaphor so aligns with something I was thought of writing, but didn't, that I will say no more. Already MSK has noted that I use the jargon, and I fear the slippery slope. What if my hair turns orange? I have an irrational repulsion to orange hair a it always reminds me of pureed squash.